Worst fears ..

Do you know what yours are ? Do I know mine ? And even if I did, would I accept them honestly ?
Lets see :)
Am I afraid of dying? Nah, not really..There are truck loads of things to do and see, but relatively, I have had a more fortunate existence. So no, not waking up tomorrow'd be alright.
Though the biggest shame would be I have never given my parents anything other than pain, suffering and embarassment. I am one of those who often shout at their mum. She never said anything, first it was her husband and now her eldest son. She has taken it all. Whenever I am frusturated by my own limitations or anything else, and happen to speak to her, somehow I would unleash all my fury at her. Tell her its all their fault.
Very convenient isnt it but works every time.
What else.. Lets see.. Loss of loved ones..That'd be a bugger. Then loss of my limbs or sight or worse still, should something happen to my loved ones..oh oh..scary thoughts..Not sure how would I survive this...
Well, all this does tell me something. That these are the things that really matter. Rest is bollocks..